Tuesday, November 6

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Hello All ~

Welcome to my Blog site.

Today I was faced with a past that I was oh to familiar with. I have a family member that is going through a bad point in her life. A point that I was at not so long ago. The decisions that are some of the most hardest to make in life. What decision do you make, what regrets will I have, and what does this effect have for my future? The choice was made and the pain that I felt was so horrible when the procedure was done. The after effect was never explained... the emotions, pain, and hurt. I thought that life was going to be better. The relationship that I was in went down the drain and the emotions were felt towards that person were so broken. Personally, I thank the LORD because it was only through HIM that I am able to stand here today and say that I have been forgiven. It took alot of time, praying, and healing to get to where I am today. The what if feeling is gone, but for my family member that is going throught the same pain.... I can only pray that I that she is given the oppurtunity to see how this will affect her life and see what GOD would have planned for the miracle that is growing inside her.

Lord, please help he through this emotional period of this ride. I know that she may not know you like she should, but you say that you are all knowing and all present. Please be present in her heart and help to know that you are always right there. Thank you yet again or all the blessings that you have given me. In you son's name I pray AMEN.

A girl that I know always finds these little analogies in life ... this one is about taking the time to stop and enjoy life and trying not to focus on the finish line.

I love the fall, I love Emily and the way she always keeps accountable, I love when my nephes come home and they are so excited to see me, I love the way my mom is so selfless, and I love that my aunt gets so giddy when I told her that we were coming for Christmas.

Thank You LORD for all my little blessings ~

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